Wednesday, December 15, 2010
Holidays are here!
Suddenly having the Christmas letter ALMOST done and the shopping ALMOST done and the crafting ALMOST done is not quite cutting it.... TEN DAYS????
Oh to be a kid again! The exciting anticipation of Christmas! The warmth, the extra time with family and friends, the traditions, the mystery. I think sometimes we grown-ups (I grudgingly concede to being almost grown-up) forget the wonder of the season. Shop, wrap, finish, cross off the list. But Christmas is joy, love, wonder, surprise. Unfathonable goodwill. A gift given which didn't follow protocol, yet was so much more. So I am suspending my obnoxious pace and am determined to enjoy the season even if I don't get everything done. I'm hugging my kids, getting most of the letters out, sitting down for dinner with my family, forgetting about that last shopping, cuddling with my husband and writing notes instead of joining the parade of mugs, ornaments, and light-up ties. Ah... to be a kid again! I think I'm almost there....
Oldest kiddo is 13 weeks along now. Her days are a roller coaster of emotions. It's not easy to be pregnant at 16. One foot in the teenage, high school world. And one foot in the expectant mom, grown-up world. She has cried more in the last week than in the past ten years as her two worlds sometimes collide. And all I can do is hold her and let her know that everything will be ok. And it will. It's just hard to see the future while standing in the present.
Oldest kiddo and teenage father-to-be had their first prenatal class on Monday. Finally a bright spot in an otherwise gloomy week! Rather than an oddity, they were just another expectant couple. Younger, yes, but sharing stories of morning sickness and mood swings along with everyone else. And they heard their baby's heartbeat! Both kiddos came out of class with smiles on their faces that reached right into their souls. They are connecting with a new group of peers that can share and relate to this new life path which they are traveling.
Whooops... enough happy thoughts for today! I just got called to sub!
Have a happy day! Relax and enjoy the season!